Becoming a senior is not scary to me. But its not as fun as I thought it would be. I have a feeling this is going to be a very stressful year for me. I'm not at the top of my class and my grades are not what they should be sooooo the whole applying and getting ready for college thing is not going to be easy or fun. I also very concerned to come face to face with our college counselor because he is soo fucking hurtful. HE DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS, but I guess that's jsut what some of these children need in thier lifes. I already know I fucked up and shit gonna be hard so he can just keep clam with me. I have a plan but I don't know how that's going to turn out. Next there is my friends. During my junior year I lost and gained same friend. More gained than lost. There is Tasmeen and Bianca who I known since 5th grade and Elijah who I known since 9th .... these are the people I seem to hang with the most lately. Now shamia I known since I was a baby, we not that close but she will always be my home girl and I know I can go talk to her about anything. Then there's Al-nisa. She use yo be my best friend , everytine you saw her I was there, when you saw me she was there. As time went on we just grew apart and we're going separate ways but she will always be a good friend of mine. Lastly there is my cousin I-deja. She is my best my world and she probably know more about me than my own mother. I love her with all my heart and I'll always be there for her. SO I KNOW that Im going to have support while going through my senior year and I'm not scared. I'm just curious about how things are going to turn out.
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